testing 加密

life was simple, i thought. it was.
a job that's all right, and a girl that i liked, what more could i ask.

it really was that simple. i've always tell people that,
弱水三千，我只取一瓢飲
I don't care about how other girls were, i care about the one that's with me.
it really is true, that i believe what i've is the best.

i don't believe that i've betrayed you.
but i don't think it matters now.

a wounded soul, struggling to continue with his life.
i paid back all the happiness that i had, with interests.

the problem with people like me is that,
they desire love so much, that they're going out of the way to get that.
and being with people like me are often uncomfortable, especially for someone that's close to me. it's really easy to stress them out.
not ideal, really. so i've learned as well,
to take my time to heal, to patch my life, to be a complete being.

有啲肚餓

食少少chicken nuggets
叮叮5mins就

好香

祝福我能遊歷萬國 怎麼我還奴役自己
不甘心 在天天很多錯失的證據

讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶

突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變 紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑 竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去
一句一句太乾脆 一個一個已粉碎

I am drunk again

now i know why being an adult can be hard
i thought it would be simple, with all the freedom i have
i can do whatever i want.

i really miss hk

i spent a lot of time alone in hk
i really enjoy it
i felt safe, and warm, and comfortable

應該係天馬苑

原本可以獨處都係一件好幸福嘅事
自己行幾個鐘

i kind of stop exploring now

i can put food on the table when i want
i find that to be privileged .

i worry about my future

i feel like i cannot build deeper connection with people

many of them are struggling with one thing or the other
like me

i know that my friends are struggling too

a puzzle that i cannot solve

i once broke a relationship with someone because of his cynicism and misogyny. no regret.

he didnt understand the difference between him and i.
just because you are in a bad position, doesn't mean you can't be respectful.