there is always the looming pressure of being fired
i don't wanna take it anymore
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:38:29
i miss someone again, someone i can rely on.
i don't have a concrete person yet.
but i reckon, i still have to be optimistic right.
life is hard. oh my gosh.
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:44:32
the suicide of that 27 years old girl in uk resonates with me a lot
i am about the same age
i too am worry about the security of my job
i too am a new immigrant who don't think i fit here
i fully wfh too, and that means limited social interaction
even though i maintain good relationship with my family, i don't think i can confess to them my struggles here.
there are financial pressure too, though to a lesser degree.
needless to say, i miss hk a lot.
even though i have met quite a lot different people here, nothing has flourished. i listened their stories and how they ended up here. it's fun, it's interesting. but i also know that we likely won't meet again. there is still that void that i cannot fill.
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:45:11
be humble be humble be humble
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:46:38
不必理是與非 不需要顧忌
穿梭堡壘內陪伴我嬉戲
米老鼠 比精品店的美 輕輕靠近
都可使我快樂跳起
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:46:57
i have so many stories to tell but i have no one to tell
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:48:10
canada, you are not treating me very well right now
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:49:10
why do people have to struggle with money and relationships.
why do we have to worry so much about our job.
worry about having a shelter and food.
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:51:05
i wish she's here with me so that i have a tree hole
but likely she's going to stay silent and give me black face
which is not ideal
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:51:56
i want to work for a company that actually believe in what they are doing
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:52:42
than i still have to go to work tomorrow
a job that i don't know what i'm doing
that i don't like
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:54:42
god, i know you're with me every step of my life.
tonight, i pray for your helping me once again.
i wanna get out of this hellish cycle.
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:56:09
sometimes when i looked back,
i realize the challenges that i overcame, they were there for a reason.
but i'm struggling right now
i cannot see the end of the tunnel.
please help me
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:59:14
i will continue to love and to spread kindness
with the little strength that i have right now
i don't think i have ever hold malicious intention for others
but i don't always express myself well
sometimes i caused pains to others too
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 12:59:43
公主與白雪都 不需要羨慕
因可跟你在長夜裡擁抱
見阿拉丁 本想說聲坐飛氈
卻又不可媲美你待我好
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 13:00:20
is this also part of the plan to help me find that person that i will love
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 13:02:15
i haven't been growing for the past few years.
像我這一個男子2023-03-09 13:06:39
why did her bring me to K11 mall to have a pancake with her
bread and cake are not my favorite food
why would she want to share drinks with me
i get drunk easily and i don't like alcohol
why did she hate me so much
it is because i fall for her and she wants to remain friends
perhaps, deep inside i know that we don't fit
but i wanna give it a go anyways
it was a mistake that i don't regret
i just wish that i don't have to be rejected