Speaking of which, I had a strange dream this morning…
It was the dream that made me feel scared
Feel like it was incredible…
How are you guys?
Are you okay?
I had a lot of jobs today
There is also a lot of happy news.
But regarding to senbatsu announcement
At this point, I felt it is too complicated to describe it in words.
Become a senbatsu member or under member
“Becoming a senbatsu member is very good.”
This thoughts has gradually disappeared without I’m knowing it
I think there is no longer doubt about it.
The senpai of 1st Gen who some of them have graduated
And the 2nd Gen member who witnessed it
We created such an era together
Maybe I’m kinda egoist but I’m the part of them too.
The fact is, I can’t talk about it
By standing on it (senbatsu member position) makes me feel restless…
In the previous single
I’ve participated in almost all the song as an under member
They also made a special song that fits with me
To be honest I was thinking
Why there are separated like this? (The senbatsu member and under member system)
Because I’m at the place where I can feel these kind of feelings
I felt grateful, thank you very much for supporting me like this.
Happiness comes variously from person to person
Even though I can’t take the responsibility (as the senbatsu member)
I have a very fulfilling life as a member of Nogizaka nor Terada Ranze herself
Even if I leave Nogizaka46 in the future
I want you to be very happy that you’ve spent so much time with Ranze.
Even if I say such things now
It has made me cry and become depressed
This time I cried a little after a long time not cry.
But, because I still have a work to do
I didn’t cry too much.
Summarizing all my thoughts
I want to be in happy mood
I would like you to take care of me from today
I want to write a blog about Matsumura-san
But, the blog is a bit long…
There are too many important things to write…
Please wait for my blog update patiently.
I will also update my instagram post
I will also send you some mails ^_^
There are many people who are not fans watching me
So I will post something cheerful and happy
Thank you for reading and sorry if there is any mistranslation