Hey, I understand how you feel, but trust me, you'll get through it. I've been there myself. I was at the top of the server and had to work hard to maintain my position. Competing without hacks was tough, and eventually, I made a mistake and got caught. Despite being a big spender in the game, I was banned, and nothing I tried could reverse their decision. But I learned from it and moved on, and you will too. Stay strong.