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我細佬今年中五而我就讀緊大學,因為申請咗學生宿舍,所以每個月淨係返屋企幾次,但係仍然無損我哋一家和睦嘅關係,直至到尋日返屋企食完飯嘅時候,我細佬拉咗我入房話有好重要嘅嘢想同我講,佢話講之前要我應承佢絕對唔可以同屋企人講,平時好少見到佢咁凝重,我當然係應承咗佢啦
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